It won't return as before. I just want to forget it. I hope it was
merely a dream, a nightmare that I got used to. In the end there is only
betrayal and abandonment.
Maybe I have a strong possessive personality, but there's a reason for that.
I don't want to be an adult. I saw adult as evil of human being. I don't know why but that's how I see them. If child and baby are innocent then the adult is the evil.
